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chaoswolf ([personal profile] chaoswolf) wrote2005-11-18 04:28 pm
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Mixed emotions

  • I feel heartbroken because Panther broke up with me.
  • I feel a little better that I've made peace and we are now on neutral terms.
  • I'm curious about the future, optomistic I will get a second chance with her. I promised to lay off until Dec 9, (which is the day Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe comes into theaters) though I will actually approach her again on the 12th, which is the day before finals start.


I seriously love her, and I'm praying all will be forgiven and I get that 2nd chance. If I am not the one for her..Then it's not meant to be. I am 99.9% certain she is the one for me. I still need to post some pics of us as a couple, and we were a damned cute couple. All the StarPort denizens thought so, anyway. Hell, even I thought so. I am seriuosly in love with her. I just don't know what to do, except keep my thoughts to myself. I cannot express my feelings like I used to: flirting, hugging, kissing, using her as a pillow, and nipping. Not until...

Well, you get the idea. Anyways, went out with [livejournal.com profile] kalanasse and Chris last night/this morning to go see Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. It was a very well done movie. Emma Watson looks so hot in that dress...(and I can see Panther in it), and I want that boat.....My fav non-spoiler line in the whole movie: "I love magic." --- Harry Potter
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Re: Ignore?

[identity profile] katt1028.livejournal.com 2005-11-19 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
sometimes, even when you feel in your heart right now, a person is not the one to be with forever. Sometimes there is a lesson to be gained on one side or the other.

yo're both still young and learning who you are... embrace that and keep building that friendship... t
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Re: Ignore?

[personal profile] chaoswolf 2005-11-19 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard for me. Even as I type, I am in tears because I've lost her. I'm currently hoping that she will come back to me, because I am marked by her & the dieties that we were meant for each other. It is impossible for me to be at peace while she is still figuring this out.
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