Mixed emotions

[chaoswolf]

• I feel heartbroken because Panther broke up with me.
• I feel a little better that I've made peace and we are now on neutral terms.
• I'm curious about the future, optomistic I will get a second chance with her. I promised to lay off until Dec 9, (which is the day Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe comes into theaters) though I will actually approach her again on the 12th, which is the day before finals start.

I seriously love her, and I'm praying all will be forgiven and I get that 2nd chance. If I am not the one for her..Then it's not meant to be. I am 99.9% certain she is the one for me. I still need to post some pics of us as a couple, and we were a damned cute couple. All the StarPort denizens thought so, anyway. Hell, even I thought so. I am seriuosly in love with her. I just don't know what to do, except keep my thoughts to myself. I cannot express my feelings like I used to: flirting, hugging, kissing, using her as a pillow, and nipping. Not until...

Well, you get the idea. Anyways, went out with kalanasse and Chris last night/this morning to go see Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. It was a very well done movie. Emma Watson looks so hot in that dress...(and I can see Panther in it), and I want that boat.....My fav non-spoiler line in the whole movie: "I love magic." --- Harry Potter

Comments

[mdlbear]

Remember, she's a couple of years younger than you are, and has grown up in a very, um, sheltered environment. She may not have really figured out who she is yet. You might end up being "just friends". There are worse things.

I didn't start going out with your mother until I was 28.