Mixed emotions
Nov. 18th, 2005 04:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
- I feel heartbroken because Panther broke up with me.
- I feel a little better that I've made peace and we are now on neutral terms.
- I'm curious about the future, optomistic I will get a second chance with her. I promised to lay off until Dec 9, (which is the day Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe comes into theaters) though I will actually approach her again on the 12th, which is the day before finals start.
I seriously love her, and I'm praying all will be forgiven and I get that 2nd chance. If I am not the one for her..Then it's not meant to be. I am 99.9% certain she is the one for me. I still need to post some pics of us as a couple, and we were a damned cute couple. All the StarPort denizens thought so, anyway. Hell, even I thought so. I am seriuosly in love with her. I just don't know what to do, except keep my thoughts to myself. I cannot express my feelings like I used to: flirting, hugging, kissing, using her as a pillow, and nipping. Not until...
Well, you get the idea. Anyways, went out with
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Date: 2005-11-19 04:28 am (UTC)I didn't start going out with your mother until I was 28.
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Date: 2005-11-19 06:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-19 04:25 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-11-19 07:22 pm (UTC)Ignore?
Date: 2005-11-19 07:41 pm (UTC)It will take time, and your feelings will adjut to where they need to be. You were each in the others life for a reason.. and it may not be forever tpe of reason. Learn and grow from it... that is how you get through it.
One day at a time...
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Date: 2005-11-19 08:34 pm (UTC)Re: Ignore?
Date: 2005-11-19 08:53 pm (UTC)yo're both still young and learning who you are... embrace that and keep building that friendship... t
Re: Ignore?
Date: 2005-11-19 08:55 pm (UTC)