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chaoswolf ([personal profile] chaoswolf) wrote2005-11-18 04:28 pm
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Mixed emotions

  • I feel heartbroken because Panther broke up with me.
  • I feel a little better that I've made peace and we are now on neutral terms.
  • I'm curious about the future, optomistic I will get a second chance with her. I promised to lay off until Dec 9, (which is the day Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch & The Wardrobe comes into theaters) though I will actually approach her again on the 12th, which is the day before finals start.


I seriously love her, and I'm praying all will be forgiven and I get that 2nd chance. If I am not the one for her..Then it's not meant to be. I am 99.9% certain she is the one for me. I still need to post some pics of us as a couple, and we were a damned cute couple. All the StarPort denizens thought so, anyway. Hell, even I thought so. I am seriuosly in love with her. I just don't know what to do, except keep my thoughts to myself. I cannot express my feelings like I used to: flirting, hugging, kissing, using her as a pillow, and nipping. Not until...

Well, you get the idea. Anyways, went out with [livejournal.com profile] kalanasse and Chris last night/this morning to go see Harry Potter & The Goblet of Fire. It was a very well done movie. Emma Watson looks so hot in that dress...(and I can see Panther in it), and I want that boat.....My fav non-spoiler line in the whole movie: "I love magic." --- Harry Potter
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Ignore?

[identity profile] katt1028.livejournal.com 2005-11-19 07:41 pm (UTC)(link)
No, you don't ignore it.... you cherish he hapy dreams and you keep reminding yourself that you are friends.

It will take time, and your feelings will adjut to where they need to be. You were each in the others life for a reason.. and it may not be forever tpe of reason. Learn and grow from it... that is how you get through it.

One day at a time...
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Re: Ignore?

[personal profile] chaoswolf 2005-11-19 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
What do you mean "forever tpe" of reason? I love her. I'd do anything to get her back......And I haven't done anything extremely dumb yet, though it doesn't mean that thought hasn't crossed my mind a few times.
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Re: Ignore?

[identity profile] katt1028.livejournal.com 2005-11-19 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
sometimes, even when you feel in your heart right now, a person is not the one to be with forever. Sometimes there is a lesson to be gained on one side or the other.

yo're both still young and learning who you are... embrace that and keep building that friendship... t
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Re: Ignore?

[personal profile] chaoswolf 2005-11-19 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard for me. Even as I type, I am in tears because I've lost her. I'm currently hoping that she will come back to me, because I am marked by her & the dieties that we were meant for each other. It is impossible for me to be at peace while she is still figuring this out.
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