Random stuff to say

[chaoswolf]

• First off: my first comment is that I have a keyboard now for my palm. Wireless is great technology.


• Secondly: I don't have to deal with another final until sometime in June, I think.

I've just been hiding out & doing stuff. I'm currently watching CSI reruns, and it seems that when I did a check of the DVDs we have recieved from our uncle...we're 2 DVDs short of having the full 32 disc set. I will have to talk to Uncle Phil & try to acquire the other 2 DVDs unless he didn't manage to record them....Watched CSI: Miami until about 4am or so. Didn't get up till Mom yelled at me to get up.

Been working with people, primarily Mayhem & asahoshi. Both of them are my girlfriends & I love them dearly. But one thing in common: They both seem to get depressed when under stress or intense pressure. It seems a bit difficult for me to do anything in order to ease the jelosey of one or the other, as both have never seen each other and only seen me. I haven't taken the time to send pictures of either girl to the other, so it's a bit hard. Since they are both on similar anti-depressant medication, they seem to always get depressed when I mention the other. I don't know how I'm going to deal with it, but there's got to be something I can do. I'm not entirely sure what, but I'll do something.

Anyways, I'm going to go back to CSI now & deal with everything else later.

Comments

[wolfshighpriest.livejournal.com]

*insert voice of little-Chaos as the blunt, cynical, selfish, scornful bastard*
I don't know about Mayhem, but with her exception, I'm the only one who's being "monagamous" with someone who isn't. I've rather wanted to talk to Mayhem for a long time, though I've done nothing about it.
I don't understand what makes either of you think that it's fair to split yourself that way between people . . . personally, that's not something I could or would do to anyone. I can't understand, I suppose, but I have to live with it, so that's what I shall do. It's not as if I don't get depressed occasionally - it hurts me the same as anyone else. I've not seen any examples of this working happily, and at the moment I'm not convinced it can.

[chaoswolf]

Chaos, my young padawan. There is still much about polyamory that you have yet to learn, but for the moment I understand the road you're walking.

As in regards to Anarchy, we are still maintaining our love for each other because we're fairly confident we will meet again. I have had my doubts during my cynical/bored/depressed/pissed phase, but even though I am now currently on drugs (Vicodin, amoxocylin, Ibuprophen), I am still maintaining that vision.

As for Mayhem, I can give you her e-mail addy upon request.

[wolfshighpriest.livejournal.com]

grrrrrrr . . .
*ponders whether to ask for Mayhem's email*