Way too much....

[chaoswolf]

A ton of bricks. Way too much to do, not enough time to get it done. Even talking with roaringmouse didn't help me very much. johnnyblanco finds me the sites I needed to look at, then spends at least 3 hours trying to offer words of hope that actually turn into something different. Our IM conversation scared me. Greatly. I'm so scared of this; have no experience being on my own for longer than a week, and even then I wasn't even "on my own." I've always been supervised somehow.

• Get drivers license
• finish cleaning room
• get passport
• try job-cruising tomorrow: application pickup etc
• try to pull myself together...

Yeah. I'm just a bit scared. Not helpful.

Comments

Scared

[jaycoyote.livejournal.com]

Easy there wolf-pup. It's okay to be trepidatious, just try not to let it become full-blown panic. This is al part of life, and it's all relative as to experience. You're actually doing really well as far as I can tell.

Re: Scared

[chaoswolf]

You have no idea how hard it was for mdlbear and selkit to talk me into finishing my AA.

Doing well? Panicked as hell. I am just good at hiding it, I think....