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Mental Breakdown
Aug. 1st, 2006 09:29 pmOK, so I had a day of work today. It seemed to be okay, but I seriously feel that I can't do it. I'm going to be away from everything I feel safe around, and SF is no safe place. I thank ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
roaringmouse and co for their willingness to help, though I seriously feel I don't think I can do this. It seems like this line of work will only complicate my life in ways I don't want it complicated. No free time to call my own, and days off only on 2 days out of a normal workweek thay are not the days I want. I seriously cannot do this, I think. I apologize to the inhabitants of Mousehold Heath for their help and support....
I'm scared of some of the answers I got. People like the Republican Gov't. People are condemning me to hell because of my affiliation. People are being scary, and I'm scared. I really really am. I am getting so freaked out by this. And I shouldn't be. But I am....I am sorry.
roaringmouse and co for their willingness to help, though I seriously feel I don't think I can do this. It seems like this line of work will only complicate my life in ways I don't want it complicated. No free time to call my own, and days off only on 2 days out of a normal workweek thay are not the days I want. I seriously cannot do this, I think. I apologize to the inhabitants of Mousehold Heath for their help and support....I'm scared of some of the answers I got. People like the Republican Gov't. People are condemning me to hell because of my affiliation. People are being scary, and I'm scared. I really really am. I am getting so freaked out by this. And I shouldn't be. But I am....I am sorry.
