Nyah.

OK. So I went out to a lacrosse game on Saturday with jilara and Scott. He's changed from when I knew him years ago, and was not much fun to hang out with. Also an opinionated nutball who badmouths the filk community. (Sorry, Jane. I can't handle him.) San Fransisco Dragons lost to Los Angeles Riptides 10-17. Grr.

Anyways, that's not where it gets hopeless. I have applied lots of different places this summer, dispite what mdlbear thinks. I'd be applying a hell of a lot more places if he and flower_cat would get off their tails and get my driving lessons...but that won't happen soon I'm sure. No license = no job opportunity. Suckage is that I'm still broke, and I seriously want to find work. I think it's hopeless. I haven't heard from anywhere, and I am definately starting to lose my grip on the whole job optomism thing because not hearing from places is rather discouraging. Gnar...

Happy birthday selkit! Your birthday pressies from your tigerwolf. (Yes, the second one is animated. It has to be viewed as an individual photo in order to show said animation.

Encouragement needed --- stop the flaw posts

OK. I admit, I've been a whiny little bitch in my last few posts. I've read the things said, and I seriously don't need the negativity slammed on me right now. I am having a hard enough time trying to cope with my mistakes, only the intensity of that pain increased by the negativity I've been slammed with in my last 2 posts. Please.

Encourage me. You folks want me to succeed, right? Help me here. Don't just slam me with the flaws you find in me. I know they need work, and I am doing my damnedest to work on them. If you think I'm not doing a good enough job for you, that's your problem.

Seriously.

*curls up in selkit's strong paws and holds him tightly, fighting back the tears*

Guilty as charged --- depressed

OK. Firstly. I admit I've fucked up in the last post, and I beg for forgiveness to any and all I have charged with insulting me --- I have been an ass. I admit. A depressed ass, hence why things were written as they were. Again, I am seriously sorry for what I have said. Comments re-enabled and screened to prevent further dumb chaos things.

2ndly: New LJ-cut tags to come:

• A Jobhunting I Will Go
• Reconstruction Of My Life

Explinations provided below.

AJIWG: Prompted by the recent cubbashing known as depressive road blog of unemployment. New twist of humor...

ROML: With the help of my cute & handsome selkit sensei, I shall (hopefully if I cooperate) get my life back.

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Now...the little depressed wolf is going to try not to be depressed, shutting up and apologizing again profusely for what was said & done.