Something else that's been bothering me.

Okay. Can someone tell me why rumors circulate the way they do? I admit I'd been mean in the past to texxgadget, and for that I deeply apologize/regret. Why has someone started a rumor that I was sleeping around with another Merc Runner? We didn't do anything! On top of this, also the rumor that I am "unfit for a future command position" at SiliCon phased me a bit.

I ask anyone who has worked under me at Further Confusion/Consonance/SiliCon: Am I really a jackass or is it just some asshole flapping his gums & wrecking my reputation? I try to check on my gofurs/Runners' morale, make sure they've eaten & slept, right? If I seem to come off as a complete bitch to people, I apologize...but I need to know answers & truth.

If someone thinks I should continue working SiliCon and is convincing enough that I believe them, let me know. Otherwise, I'm not going to waste my energy trying.

Politics suck.

And I'm not talking just con politics either. ( More Bush-shit )

And they don't give good blowjobs either. I know, I've used this pun before...but I'm not in a good mood right now.