Too much to do, not enough time or money to do it all.

Things I need to do:
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Things I need to try & record:
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Things I want to do this week & can't:
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Things I hope to achieve sometime before next year:
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Life

Hasn't played a crucial role in my summer, has it? I mean...here's a list of everything I remember doing.

• sitting in front of a computer until late hours, bored out of my skull


• gaming with asahoshi & drakk_draconian until late hours, discussing random plotlines


• watching movies & sitting in front of computer until late hours


• listening to music on my good laptop until late hours


• sleeping in heavily, trying to get up @ 0600 and crawling back into bed


• Making an attempt to talk with Mayhem about where the relationship is going


• Seeing asahoshi for a week


• getting fed up with my current gaming group & trying to forge a new one somewhere else


• going to BayCon & SiliCon


• helped mdlbear try to get a track done for the album


• took Mayhem & Phil to see King Arthur movie


• seen Heather Alexander concerts


• seen Avalon Rising concert

The reason why I say life hasn't been playing a crucial role in my summer is because that is all I did over the summer. I didn't go do that many things. I didn't go see that many movies. I didn't game that much, as I feel disassociated from the gamers here who behave like immature teenagers rather than adults. My LARP group is dead. My good laptop's been gone for 8 weeks, and I just got it back a week ago. I have watched the news, and heard nothing but politics. I've tried to get away from it, but there's nothing much I can do. I've talked with a few people already who I owe backrubs to once school starts up again.

Anyways, the point is that I've been bored & argued with people that I shouldn't have. I've probably made some enemies up in asahoshi's area that I shouldn't have made. I've screwed up people's lives without trying, and for that I feel guilty. If any of these words hold any truth to them, my apologies to those of you I have offended/angered.

"Keep your friends close, but your enemies in front of you where you can see them." --- COL R.J. DeSantos Jr. AKA: Gambit