Something else that's been bothering me.

[chaoswolf]

Okay. Can someone tell me why rumors circulate the way they do? I admit I'd been mean in the past to texxgadget, and for that I deeply apologize/regret. Why has someone started a rumor that I was sleeping around with another Merc Runner? We didn't do anything! On top of this, also the rumor that I am "unfit for a future command position" at SiliCon phased me a bit.

I ask anyone who has worked under me at Further Confusion/Consonance/SiliCon: Am I really a jackass or is it just some asshole flapping his gums & wrecking my reputation? I try to check on my gofurs/Runners' morale, make sure they've eaten & slept, right? If I seem to come off as a complete bitch to people, I apologize...but I need to know answers & truth.

If someone thinks I should continue working SiliCon and is convincing enough that I believe them, let me know. Otherwise, I'm not going to waste my energy trying.

Comments

[dopple.livejournal.com]

think you should continue to work it if you enjoy it.

[chaoswolf]

Did I enjoy it? I was working, mostly. Didn't seem to notice there was a con, really...

[dopple.livejournal.com]

only you can answer this question

[theassassinnox.livejournal.com]

I feel you are a good ferrit leader. You always had a bizillion things happening, but if I had a problem, I could come to you. Whatever it is, you can fix it (you're just cool like that!). I see no reason for you to stop doing your con thing. You seem to enjoy it, and you certainly know what you are doing.
Whatever rumors are going around- well, I'm sure that they are just that: rumors.
~Shadow

as i said to you

[misdev.livejournal.com]

friends need no explanation, and enemies dont deserve it.

and what you do on your time is your business and noone elses..