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[chaoswolf]

Happy b-day, chipuni and christophine.

I wish it were a happy day for me.....My love life has been shattered. Her mom knows. I don't think I'll be able to see her again except at school. I'm so depressed right now I don't give a shit about my essays. I don't give a fuck. I'm sorry if I offend anyone with my next set of words.

DAMN YOU FUCKING RELIGIOUS ASSHOLES WHO BELIEVE THAT JUST BECAUSE I WEAR BLACK MEANS I'M EVIL! MEET ME FIRST BEFORE YOU MAKE YOUR FUCKING JUDGEMENTAL PERSPECTIVES TO DETERMINE THEN IF I AM TRULY AN ENEMY!!!!!!! FUCK YOU ALLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Re: Long post - Part 2 of 2 (Yes, I finally run out of steam.)

[kshandra]

Though to look for a part time job in an economy that is discriminant towards anyone on anti-depressants is next to impossible.

Honey, where the FUCK did you get the impression that you need to tell a prospective employer that you're on anti-depressants? There are jobs out there, to be certain, that require a certain level of physical fitness, and as such will expect their employees to pass medical exams (ask dafydd about that sometime). But you're not going to find any of those at Valley Fair. And while Goth-n-Go or Boardwalk Fries or whatever may do random drug testing, that's for opiates and marijuana. Nothing else - and if you find out they are testing for SSRIs and reporting back to your employer, you've got one HELL of a case with the ACLU.

Because of the way her mother judged me on first sight, I don't know if forgiveness is possible until I have an actual discussion with her.

And yet, by the same token, an actual discussion is probably unlikely for a long time, due to that same snap judgement. And there's also the possibility that trying to pressure her for the chance to talk, to prove your worth as a human being, will backfire and she'll want even less to do with you. So breathe, and honor the woman's wishes for now. Trying to find a way around them won't do you any favors when it comes to changing her image of you.

Re: Long post - Part 2 of 2 (Yes, I finally run out of steam.)

[drewkitty.livejournal.com]

>> Nothing else - and if you find out they are testing for SSRIs and reporting back to your employer, you've got one HELL of a case with the ACLU.

Yup. There are police officers out there on SSRIs prescribed post-hire.

All I get off a drug screen is "Negative" or "Medical Review." Then I might get a negative from the physician -- but it's only happened twice in two years.