Another update in the life of the Chaoswolf

[chaoswolf]

A funny thing I want to say before I start my very uncivilized rants.

• Quote of the day: "The Mars Exploration Rovers are just the Pathfinder on steroids." Taken from a Nova episode: Mars: Dead Or Alive

You don't want to know. OTOH, if you've been reading the LJ, you know most of it already. I shouldn't have to say a word. Though I do anyway. There's only so much abuse that one can take. If you believe that you are one of these people who feels like I am abusing you via means of this LJ, please don't continue & take me off your list. One thing I hate about con politics: If you have a fucking problem with me, dumbasses: come say it to my face! I don't care what your beef is, but if I have to hear it through the grapevine, I will just not show up to conventions anymore. I'm sorry. I've had enough. You people really need to learn to confront your fucking problems! So do I, but @ least I try not to make enemies @ con. I have heard it all:

• "I was sleeping with someone at a con"
• "My leadership style is causing people to not want to work conventions"
• "I believe you are giving the convention a bad reputation"
• "You are fucking up, get off the staff"

Look, you dumbfucks: If you think I'm not giving the con the credit it deserves, FINE! Say it to me directly & I will get the fuck out of your con! If I honestly feel like I have been insulted at a convention, I will go only to hang out with certain people and not bother with any of the major activities. Possibly look in the dealer's room and hang in the artists' alley. That's about it.

You all know about how much fun I have at school. I write about those annoying tests every day. I write about those assholes who piss me off whenever they give me shit. I have had enough! If you want me to solve your problems, I gain rights to sell tickets & charge a $25 consultation fee per person that I have to deal with in this dispute. I'm sorry to have to deal with some of these fuckers like that, but I've gotten tired of it. Besides, the sales I get from tickets will help offset the cost of emotional duct tape. I've just about had it with Mika's shit. He's being a dumbfuck and accusing me of being secretive, hiding things from him and so on. Yes, there are certain aspects of my life that I don't want him to know. There are certain aspects of other people's lives I can't tell him because I've sworn not to say a word. There are connections in his life that he thinks are invading my life, when in all actuallity, I've told the connections from his life to fuck off. I don't feel that school is doing enough for me. It gives me more freedom from my parents, to a point. Gives me freedom from my sister, to a point. Gives me no freedom from tests or homework. Today's multiple choice psychology examination, Monday's essay psych exam, the quiz in Jap next week, presentation that has to be all in Japanese that I am not sure I will be able to do because I can't think of anything to talk about for 3 minutes, and did I forget to mention that my psych final is on Dec 7, a Wednesday?

Comments

[asahoshi.livejournal.com]

Things will get better. I know I've said that before, and I know it doesn't seem like it'll happen, but trust me, it will. If I can get through two- three years of hell with Ren, you can get through this. I love you.

[chaoswolf]

I love you too. My weekend's just been shot to shit. I was supposed to go out with Mayhem today, and she hasn't shown thus far. I'm tempted to just call it off and break the relationship............love is a bitch. And so am I.

[chipuni.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

Many people are too passive-aggressive to talk directly with someone they have a problem with. So... they cause problems.

[mooglepower.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry that people are being so inconsiderate.