Notes of the week

[chaoswolf]

First off: happy b-day, poetessmuppet!

2ndly: If you honestly think me a nice fun loving person who doesn't rant, don't read this. If you might be offended by my non-political ranting and raving at the world around me, don't read it. If you just don't want to hear about my problems because you have enough of your own---don't read it. "You've pulled the wall right over our eyes too many times with all of your lies, yeah right sure!" --- Chorus Muppet Classic Theatre: The Boy Who Cried Wolf. This is a quote that especially fits the situation right now. I've heard it before. "I will leave you alone, honestly." Yeah. Sure. BTDT, and Damnit, do it already!!! "I will be over tomorrow for gaming." Like fucking hell you will....etc. I've heard enough of this damned shit. I mean, seriously. If you're gonna say something, like "I will do my best to be online" then that at least shows that you will make an attempt at keeping your word. If by some chance you give your word & don't keep it, you'll be killing your alliances. I've been there, seen that. Gotten the fucking boredom in my system for hours because this promise was made & never honored. I have yet to see one of these attempts in recent weeks start to fall through! I'm sorry. I've had enough. Really.

Comments

[asahoshi.livejournal.com]

Should I take this as "I've had enough of you?"

[chaoswolf]

I didn't mean it to come out the way it sounded. OTOH, if we both believe that the relationship will not work for much longer, we can call it off.

[asahoshi.livejournal.com]

I don't know about you, but I think the relationship can still work. We've made it through three years, we can make it longer.

[chaoswolf]

Hopefully. Every day that passes, I feel so....out of it. Almost alone...in a way. I wear the necklace daily, but it's lost the energy it once had since last we met. I need to talk to you via skype or phone soon. I'm afraid, and I want to voice this now before it happens.