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chaoswolf ([personal profile] chaoswolf) wrote2003-09-14 11:14 pm

YAY!

It seems to have been too long since the house belonged to us again. [livejournal.com profile] flower_cat was being driven nuts that [livejournal.com profile] misdev pulled 3 stitches, putting them a week behind schedule. [livejournal.com profile] mdlbear was going nuts over the amount of time they kept saying "We're leaving, we're leaving." and having them stick around for a few more hours. I was being driven nuts by the sheer concept of having her tell me to keep out of my sister's life every 10 minutes. I understand that it's not my place, but even when I politely ask her to do something, she should still do it, right? What's wrong with this picture?

Seems that whatever ideas we come up with for gaming get more and more twisted depending on what system we play in. In the Whitewolf system, it's nearing the end of World War II, and I'm basing a werewolf off of the quiz results from the other day (Bone Gnawer Theruge). I'm going to be playing the brother of a vampire kinfolk who doesn't know her history. We both had the same father, a BSD (either a Big Scary Demon or Black Spiral Dancer). We were seperated at birth, and my mother died in childbirth. My "father" who I was living with for most of my life knew what I was, a werewolf. My sister, who I know exists and have a vague idea about doesn't know I exist and is a vampire. Go figure. Here's the problems with our relationship right off the bat: I'm a werewolf, she's a vampire. I'm American White Gettoh Trash, she's German Nazi material. I have to prove it, and I think that a tattoo we both recieved or an identical necklace set or something might be the only way to prove this to her. (Player speaking right there.)

In some cases, gaming would be enough. In others, it seems that is my other life and I have more fun with that and conventions. The school bit of life is just the average mundane shit that everyone has to go through at one point or another. Some people go through college more than once, but thank goodness I'm only doing it for 1 major and not two.

Weekends can be confusing. I still don't know if there's a LARP this weekend, or what. I know for a fact I have to go to De Anza this week and pay my college fees....get books, etc. I know that I also should go get my shots renewed (since it's been quite a while, one problem: needles still freak me out slightly.) This weekend, I'm doing next to nothing as far as I know, subject to change. There's a meeting comming up for Further Confusion this weekend that I have to go to, and possibly a LARP that night. I also know that the 1st weekend after school has started (which is the 26-28th), I'm going to a Golden Bough concert on Friday night, followed by a trip w/ parents and sis up to Fort Ord for a day trip to Mists Coronet, followed by one of my fellow gamer's birthday on Sunday. That's an action packed weekend right there. Some people would consider me insane for multi-tasking. If you think about it, I'm Steve & Colleen's kid, right? As my father the [livejournal.com profile] mdlbear has stated before, countless times, "Insanity is hereditary, parents get it from their kids," then that must make me the direct result of their insanity. I have a sweatshirt that reads Alcatraz Psycho Ward outpatient and a borrowed t-shirt that says the same thing.

did you ever pay attention to the fact..

[identity profile] misdev.livejournal.com 2003-09-16 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
that just as often of not mroe .. i was telling HER to butt out of yours too?


i am sorry i caused so much turmoil in your house and life.. i didnt want to be there just as much as you apparently didnt want me there..

but i am here now.. and i just want you to know you just assured that i will *NOT* come back for consonance.. because i dont ever want to deal with this guilt trip from you again..