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Another fucked up day.
OK, so my getting a B on my ELIT midterm wasn't bad. That's not where it got fucked up. No. That happened at around lunch time when one of my energy students walked outside to talk with my ex and ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
rockstar_ember. It didn't seem that bad at first. Not until I got home. Then this happened. Behind a cut tag for the sake of brevity:
Me: Dare i ask what you, chris & laura were talking about earlier? I didn't get the entire conversation as my receptors were acting wierd.
Manda: Umm...you really don't want to know
chaoswolfling: why's this?
SailorSaturn372: it's really not my business to tell you. if you really want to know ask laura
chaoswolfling: she doesn't respond to my IM's, hardly approachable @ school, I have no phone number and no way of doing this. And another thing: I can't effectively talk to Laura without having insults tossed at me. I admit the hatred I have for her is fading, though every conversation she winds up insulting me somehow in a manner harsher than what I deserve. You at least are neutral in this, and are capable of holding conversations without the insults. hence why I come to you a great deal more than I go to her.
SailorSaturn372: ah
chaoswolfling: i hope that all makes sense to you...because I still don't understand it.
SailorSaturn372: basically kyrethia is teaching chris
chaoswolfling: so I was right when I said I was making a mistake. I somehow knew this was going to happen....well, so much for my "help"
SailorSaturn372: *shrug* i told you that you really didn't want to know
chaoswolfling: you're right, on the other hand hearing it from you softens the blow. If I had heard it from her, I would've ripped her apart on campus and probably gotten in trouble. So now what? Disappear entirely as my students turn against me or remain at the table to correct the miscellanious errors in their training?
SailorSaturn372: i dunno
chaoswolfling: I suppose I can wait a few days, see if my help is needed and then disappear from the campus center entirely...since it doesn't seem to matter who I help anymore: I will wind up losing them to her........
SailorSaturn372: i don't think you can help chris. considering he took laura's oath.
chaoswolfling: him too? Great. That's 2 I've lost to her since we've broken up.....
SailorSaturn372: sorry
chaoswolfling: *wonders if you are saying that out of spite or if you truly mean it, though even if you did you are still under her protection*
SailorSaturn372: i'm not under her protection. i can protect myself
chaoswolfling: under her oath, I meant.
SailorSaturn372: umm...not really. I'm almost graduated from her teaching
chaoswolfling: and mine apparently doesn't do shit except give foundations to those who turn to hers.
SailorSaturn372: *shrug*
chaoswolfling: I don't know whether I have lost my powers, though by this obvious betrayal...it makes that theory seem more real.
SailorSaturn372: again *shrug*
EDIT: Another thing that made the above situation worse...a phone call a little later on in the night.
Chris: Hi, Chaos. Are you okay?
Me: Do I look it?
Chris: I can't tell, I'm not looking---
Me: Did I look okay when you left?
Chris: No...did I do something wrong?
Me: Lessee...started taking lessons from my ex girlfriend and swore her oath despite my warning you not to. Yeah, I'd say you did...
Chris: The council made me do it. I'd be dead if I didn't.
Me: You could have ignored them you know...
Chris: Can we talk about this tomorrow?
Me: Yeah. Sure. *click* I swear...that's the second apprentice I lost to her within a year. I am pissed. No wonder...
Then I get chocolate from my sister, which isn't bad either. Then she constantly pesters me about gaming or watching a DVD. I grab one of the chocolate bars from her, she gets pissy at me again, I throw it into the living room and tell her to fuck off. Then...hell breaks loose. Mom has been called, and the two of us kids ain't speakin' to each other now because of this shit. EDIT: All isn't that bad because we went out to dinner. I got a B on my midterm.
rockstar_ember. It didn't seem that bad at first. Not until I got home. Then this happened. Behind a cut tag for the sake of brevity:Me: Dare i ask what you, chris & laura were talking about earlier? I didn't get the entire conversation as my receptors were acting wierd.
Manda: Umm...you really don't want to know
chaoswolfling: why's this?
SailorSaturn372: it's really not my business to tell you. if you really want to know ask laura
chaoswolfling: she doesn't respond to my IM's, hardly approachable @ school, I have no phone number and no way of doing this. And another thing: I can't effectively talk to Laura without having insults tossed at me. I admit the hatred I have for her is fading, though every conversation she winds up insulting me somehow in a manner harsher than what I deserve. You at least are neutral in this, and are capable of holding conversations without the insults. hence why I come to you a great deal more than I go to her.
SailorSaturn372: ah
chaoswolfling: i hope that all makes sense to you...because I still don't understand it.
SailorSaturn372: basically kyrethia is teaching chris
chaoswolfling: so I was right when I said I was making a mistake. I somehow knew this was going to happen....well, so much for my "help"
SailorSaturn372: *shrug* i told you that you really didn't want to know
chaoswolfling: you're right, on the other hand hearing it from you softens the blow. If I had heard it from her, I would've ripped her apart on campus and probably gotten in trouble. So now what? Disappear entirely as my students turn against me or remain at the table to correct the miscellanious errors in their training?
SailorSaturn372: i dunno
chaoswolfling: I suppose I can wait a few days, see if my help is needed and then disappear from the campus center entirely...since it doesn't seem to matter who I help anymore: I will wind up losing them to her........
SailorSaturn372: i don't think you can help chris. considering he took laura's oath.
chaoswolfling: him too? Great. That's 2 I've lost to her since we've broken up.....
SailorSaturn372: sorry
chaoswolfling: *wonders if you are saying that out of spite or if you truly mean it, though even if you did you are still under her protection*
SailorSaturn372: i'm not under her protection. i can protect myself
chaoswolfling: under her oath, I meant.
SailorSaturn372: umm...not really. I'm almost graduated from her teaching
chaoswolfling: and mine apparently doesn't do shit except give foundations to those who turn to hers.
SailorSaturn372: *shrug*
chaoswolfling: I don't know whether I have lost my powers, though by this obvious betrayal...it makes that theory seem more real.
SailorSaturn372: again *shrug*
EDIT: Another thing that made the above situation worse...a phone call a little later on in the night.
Chris: Hi, Chaos. Are you okay?
Me: Do I look it?
Chris: I can't tell, I'm not looking---
Me: Did I look okay when you left?
Chris: No...did I do something wrong?
Me: Lessee...started taking lessons from my ex girlfriend and swore her oath despite my warning you not to. Yeah, I'd say you did...
Chris: The council made me do it. I'd be dead if I didn't.
Me: You could have ignored them you know...
Chris: Can we talk about this tomorrow?
Me: Yeah. Sure. *click* I swear...that's the second apprentice I lost to her within a year. I am pissed. No wonder...
Then I get chocolate from my sister, which isn't bad either. Then she constantly pesters me about gaming or watching a DVD. I grab one of the chocolate bars from her, she gets pissy at me again, I throw it into the living room and tell her to fuck off. Then...hell breaks loose. Mom has been called, and the two of us kids ain't speakin' to each other now because of this shit. EDIT: All isn't that bad because we went out to dinner. I got a B on my midterm.
Chocolate
I am now off my soapbox.. You can hit me later with your Trout.
TTFN
Re: Chocolate
As for my supply of chocolate: it still exists in smaller numbers than it did months ago, I think....