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[chaoswolf]

Happy birthday flower_cat! Almost forgot she had an LJ.....she doesn’t use it much.

Anyways, Kaiser is run by fucking incompetent fools. By Odin’s one eye, I’ve not seen a psychiatrist this incompetent since the Ritalin episode. Now I see part of the reason why spiffy_gal warned me that Kaiser fucks up lots. I had some paperwork that was supposed to be filled out for my admission into DSS @ school. I took it in today to be filled out by my f**king doc I was seeing (who is German and thinks it’s OK to not have a duty to her patients at all, pushing the paperwork to someone else who is equally as incompetent and only has time slots available when I’m in school) and she told me the following: “It is not in my duties to fill out this particular type of paper. I recommended you see Dr. and you have been refusing. I will help you this once but next time I will help myself out.” Do you know how fucking pissed off this made me? I’d been nagging these people for over a month trying to get this paper filled out right....and the dr she tried to refer me to filled it out incorrectly. According to what else she said, “Dr ____ filled it out correctly at the time.” Also the dr accuses me of manipulating the system, and all this other shit that I am not willing to put up with. By Thor’s hammer!!!! I’ve had enough fucking incompetence!

In school, I met up with BJ today. He told me that Falcon hadn’t been going to class for the last 3 days, also told me that there was an episode in metaphysics last night and that he & Sam haven’t been able to contact her. He suspects that me, being someone outside of this particular disaster might be the only one she’ll listen to. I disagree, and feel that she still has a strong hatred towards me and a reluctance to listen to me even when I’m right. I seriously don’t want to get involved, but I think it’s a bit late for that. I am her protector off the books, and I sorta need to maintain this dispite the fact that they seem to be fighting the war just fine without me. It doesn’t matter that much, I guess...I’ll call her and deliver the message...just...not...now.

I think I’m gonna go try eating something....mabey....not....

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[mdlbear]

She reads her friends list pretty regularly, but so far has made only two posts.

Good luck on the other stuff.

[mdlbear]

On reading this more carefully, it looks as though what the shrink was trying to tell you was not that depression and Asperger's aren't permanent, but that they aren't considered disabilities -- and I agree. Depression can be rough, but it's at least as manageable as diabetes. And Asperger's can be a positive advantage in many jobs -- it gives you an eye for detail and an ability to concentrate that can be very useful. And given society's prevailing attitudes toward mental illness, you want to think very hard about whether you want that label attached to your school record.

In any case, hang in there, and remember that we'll support you as well as we can no matter what you decide.

[roaringmouse.livejournal.com]

Your dad is correct about the mental illness label. However,ask patient advocacy to mediate that it was this department is all about. Now, what's DSS...??

[roaringmouse.livejournal.com]

On the Metaphysical stuff.. Walk away.. Not your problem anymore.