Goddess preserve me.....

I have to somehow find a will/way to clean my room. I have none. I hate tidy idleness. I can handle clean for a while, but I have no will to clean the damned thing. My mom is telling me she's going to get me new furniture (such as galvanized steel cubes from the Container Store) if I cooperate. The problem is, like I said: I have no will to clean the room. I admit, I am not the neatest person in the world. I admit I don't have motivation to clean it. And I admit I am currently living life "as a pig." super_star_girl (younger sister) decided it'd be fun to get into an argument with me, called me a "slime head" and told me to get lost if I wasn't willing to clean it. Every time I clean it, I get less than half way through and it becomes a wreck again. I am ready to say "fuck it all" and blow it up, or call an interior designer/1-800-got-junk and let them help me clean this bombshell.

One other thing: just a personal opinion, though I am of the opinion the entire bed frame (and the desk as well) was delivered with an infestation of bedbugs....I've placed duct tape around several areas where the bugs appear to be coming from and that seems to have helped somewhat. I'm thinking about redesigning the bed with a metal frame rather than steel......possibly the desk too.

Just one more fucked up day in my life.....
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Sorrow's Wolf

P.S.: The Merlin's Descendants Series by Irene Radford/CD by Heather Alexander is awesome!!!!!!