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My Life Is Over.
Nov. 23rd, 2005 12:34 pmHappy b-day to ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
tesstheredpony and akseawolf.
I wish I could say today was a happy day. No. Instead, I say that my life is over. Why do I say this? I was just told byfalconoflight to "go to hell." No chance of reconciliation at all. No chance of possibly forgetting this whole thing. I should've given it more time, let it wait. I didn't. Instead....I blew it. And it hurts. She still has the other half of my soul. I can't get over her. I refuse to believe it's over forever in this lifetime. I wish to see this relationship restore, prosper, and last.
Kyrethia --- I hope you're happy. You have shattered my soul, you have destroyed me. I wish for reconciliation, a chance to possibly make peace, or a chance to make the relationship flourish. If you truly believed I dragged you into the present state you're in, my apologies. I seriously love you, dispite that I am mortally wounded by what you have just done. Whatever I've done, I am sorry. Whatever I can do to possibly get that chance, I will do it. I refuse to believe it's permanently over. --- Your brother in hell, Chythar.
tesstheredpony and akseawolf.I wish I could say today was a happy day. No. Instead, I say that my life is over. Why do I say this? I was just told by
falconoflight to "go to hell." No chance of reconciliation at all. No chance of possibly forgetting this whole thing. I should've given it more time, let it wait. I didn't. Instead....I blew it. And it hurts. She still has the other half of my soul. I can't get over her. I refuse to believe it's over forever in this lifetime. I wish to see this relationship restore, prosper, and last.Kyrethia --- I hope you're happy. You have shattered my soul, you have destroyed me. I wish for reconciliation, a chance to possibly make peace, or a chance to make the relationship flourish. If you truly believed I dragged you into the present state you're in, my apologies. I seriously love you, dispite that I am mortally wounded by what you have just done. Whatever I've done, I am sorry. Whatever I can do to possibly get that chance, I will do it. I refuse to believe it's permanently over. --- Your brother in hell, Chythar.
