Happy easter...

I think. Started out okay. Got a bit better when I got my basket of goodies, played happily on the computer. Emmy has something that looks vaugely like ringworm, and I told them that they should consult Kaiser. Emmy listened, but the parents didn't. What happened was I was made the bad guy and went upstairs. Emmy came up to tell me that mdlbear didn't mean what he said, and mdlbear came to the bottom of the stairs to say the same thing. I did hear him, just didn't respond because I had music going in the background.

Happy frelling Easter.

EDIT: I just got yelled at for the miracle whip & trying to open a jar. Apparently there was an open jar on the counter that I didn't see.......

Happy Frelling Easter!

That talk again...

"It's not what we don't have that make us stronger. It's what we have. You are a wild wolf. You are an alpha. You're much stronger than you act. Be strong, Chaos."

Where have I heard this before? I'm tempted to say that the relationship is dysfunctional and will not work, based on the principle that we don't see each other much during the day at all, and I rarely see her nights. She says it's because of complications with her family's car, I say it's scheduling problems and other bullshit that I'm not understanding in life. Why the fuck is this happening to me? Why am I feeling desolate and pained? Why do I still wear the klodah ring dispite the fact that I never see her? What is making me hold onto this relationship that I didn't believe existed? Wht the fuck?

I can answer this easily: it is a deranged double-edged blade called love that binds me to her......dispite the fact that all I want is to lie in her arms once in a while. That's it. Is that too much to ask?