That talk again...

[chaoswolf]

"It's not what we don't have that make us stronger. It's what we have. You are a wild wolf. You are an alpha. You're much stronger than you act. Be strong, Chaos."

Where have I heard this before? I'm tempted to say that the relationship is dysfunctional and will not work, based on the principle that we don't see each other much during the day at all, and I rarely see her nights. She says it's because of complications with her family's car, I say it's scheduling problems and other bullshit that I'm not understanding in life. Why the fuck is this happening to me? Why am I feeling desolate and pained? Why do I still wear the klodah ring dispite the fact that I never see her? What is making me hold onto this relationship that I didn't believe existed? Wht the fuck?

I can answer this easily: it is a deranged double-edged blade called love that binds me to her......dispite the fact that all I want is to lie in her arms once in a while. That's it. Is that too much to ask?

Comments

[angeldelespadas.livejournal.com]

no, it isn't.
its just one of the hardest things in life to let someone have and to recieve.

[orlandos-lover.livejournal.com]

its not to much ask for. but the thing called love is some times hard, and all you can do is take a spoonfull of sugar with it. And tell your self it will get much much better.