Birthday postings, round 2

The next round won't be until sometime before 5/9, I think. So, here's the b-day listings for next month too.

• flower_cat: 3/16


• Emmy (who needs a frickin' LJ...): 3/25


• asavitzk: 4/1


• femakita: 4/5


• emp42ress: 4/11


• mooglepower: 4/21

Don't think I missed anyone. There's going to be at least 1 posting of this sort per month because of ( 1 of the following )

This next part is all memeage followed from other people. I'm not listing names to protect the guilty. ( Memeage of the month )

Possibly more quizzes to follow at a later date.

Damn you, asahoshi....

If I wasn't so patient with you, I'd probably have ended it by now. Next time you pop online (for a few seconds) without telling me where you're going....I don't know what I'm going to do about it, but it will not be pretty. I'm getting really fucking tired of this shit.

Whenever you're on, I feel better, knowing that you still exist and that I still have a shot in hell seeing you again. When you're not on, I'm all depressed & shit because I'm pretty sure I don't have a shot in hell of seeing you again. It is starting to hurt, and this relationship has lasted 2.5 years already: to break this would kill me almost as much as my last breakup.

Suicidal isn't the right word. Devastated isn't either. Pissed? Frustrated? Depressed? Hopeless? Imagine a combination of the above. All of these seem to be telling my emotions right now, and I'm damned if I know what the fuck I'm going to do about it. E-mail doesn't convey the emotions I want it to, because it's flat & 2 dimensional. Phone calls...I couldn't start to explain my anger.

It's not fair, I know. I also know that life isn't fair either. In any case, this shit will end somehow. I don't care what way I have to end it, but if this continues....believe me it'll be over.