What's a lovelife?

Well, okay. Stupid question for She Who Has Too Many Girlfriends to be asking to the general public of Fandom. I just broke up with the one by the alias of Anarchy. For those of you fans who knew what my grades looked like in Middle School, Anarchy made those grades look respectable. Highest grades for her was a D. She had 4 of those and 2 Fs. Fill in the blanks......I feel really bad about this. I still love her, but I can't keep the relationship going any longer. This is the last time I've attempted to plan something before summer and there doesn't look like there's any way I can fix this. It seems like.....this was meant to happen to teach me a lesson. Why can't I learn that girls like her aren't best for me? It seems to be trying to tell me something, but I can't figure out what it is....now what am I going to do...?