Updateage.

[chaoswolf]

Grr. I hate cleaning my den when I'm having confidence problems. I read mdlbear's memo to household, and I'm doubting my ability to clean my den.....On top of this, I'm wondering why life is cruel to me & falconoflight...we have had a few nights where she could've crashed here and didn't because either of lack of co-conspiritor or fear of her getting in trouble. I'm almost at the point where I'm giving up all hope of this happening....but I can't lose hope. No.

Anyways, my den's a mess. I'm having self-confidence issues with cleaning it, and I know damned well that I am lazy. This is probably why I haven't done much of anything of the sort. I've gotten some cans and bottles out of my room, shoved most of my shoes into a box and that's it. I haven't finished the job because I feel so insecure about cleaning it....I'm just depressed......

Comments

[carol-kitty.livejournal.com]

Ok last resort get a huge garbage bin and toss things you really don't need?? I don't have a clue how to help unless I was there. Have you thought of asking for help from lets say Devon?

[chaoswolf]

Tried to ask for help. I think mdlbear is the closest help source I've got. misdev isn't an option because she's got school in SF.