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[chaoswolf]

Grr. I hate cleaning my den when I'm having confidence problems. I read mdlbear's memo to household, and I'm doubting my ability to clean my den.....On top of this, I'm wondering why life is cruel to me & falconoflight...we have had a few nights where she could've crashed here and didn't because either of lack of co-conspiritor or fear of her getting in trouble. I'm almost at the point where I'm giving up all hope of this happening....but I can't lose hope. No.

Anyways, my den's a mess. I'm having self-confidence issues with cleaning it, and I know damned well that I am lazy. This is probably why I haven't done much of anything of the sort. I've gotten some cans and bottles out of my room, shoved most of my shoes into a box and that's it. I haven't finished the job because I feel so insecure about cleaning it....I'm just depressed......

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[chaoswolf]

When I've tried that in the past, it hasn't worked well for me. I am easily frightened by the thought of cleaning my den....and it's something I really don't want to deal with. I admit I'm lazy, I admit I'm afraid of change...even one that seems as subtle as cleaning my den...

[mdlbear]

You're not the only one! Have you looked in the garage lately??! Or the office? Or even my mail stack? I mean stacks! Bad. Really bad.
And the flower_cat tells me I'll need to clean off my side of the bedroom before they can install the new tub...

All I can say is

[capplor.livejournal.com]

You are NOT alone.