Why does this happen?

[chaoswolf]

Why do parents not understand that when you have had a bad day at school that you just want to veg and do nothing else? mdlbear has bad days all the time, and he crawls into his hole & codes. I have bad days too, and ordinarily I would crawl into my hole & browse the net, but it's being cleaned by super_star_girl who is even as I type looming over my shoulder and trying to bitch me out about the Star Wars game that I didn't think about today that I said I'd run when I got home from school......bad days + gaming promises = bad gaming experience.........and she's not going to leave me alone about it either.

I can't change the fucking past!!! Why is this such a hard concept for people to understand? Why does everything revolve around what was said in the past if the promises that were made have little effect on the mindset of the now? Why do people expect things of you when you are dealing with another personal crisis and perform at an ability you are incapable of performing at because of lack of practice caused by your own weakness? Why?!?

Because life fucking sucks!!!!!

Comments

[figmo.livejournal.com]

Your situation reminds me of when I was taking senior lifesaving and synchronized swimming. My grandfather yup and died suddenly and I got stuck fielding phone calls at my grandmother's house (sound familiar?). I lost just enough time that I was forced to quit the senior lifesaving class (that would have made me a certified lifeguard), and had my parents not come to my defense, the synchronized swimming folks weren't going to let me perform with the group because I'd missed two weeks of practice (even though I was able to catch up quickly).