The party

[chaoswolf]

Slept through most of the party, so don't really know who all showed up. Woke up around.....1500 or so and briefly saw kshandra and gridlore. A few others were in the room who don't have LJs, and I don't remember everyone who was there at the time.

The energies in the house are still messed up, and I was apparently rationalizing enough to reach for my cell and try calling falconoflight to ask for an escape. Last night, we seemed to have it all worked out. Today when I called her phone.....I found out that our potential escape plan had been foiled. I can't blame her for wanting to go to the beach. I wanted to go too, and it never happened. Being unable to drive does suck, but being bored, unable to drive and broke sucks more. Parties are great. Though admittantly, this one isn't as great as it could've been. I know from mdlbear's livejournal that flower_cat is still on happy pills, which is why I was trying to work out an escape clause. Unfortunatly for me, escape is not going to happen. I wouldn't mind going to Frys to pick up my new mp3 player today, though I am reasonably sure that mdlbear is going to tell me to wait until tomorrow, like we had originally planned.

My plan for the weekend was kinda simple. Wake up, get out of the house somehow (preferably with falconoflight to the beach) and have super_star_girl clean my room. I forgot about the party, so it seemed like this'd work. What I was counting on (the escape with falconoflight) apparently had a very big flaw to it, which was that there were already 3 people going to the beach in the mode of transportation to be used. This caused me extreme unrest last night, dispite the fact I was going to try anyway to go. When it came time for me to try using previously mentioned escape clause, when I started to feel the panic attack onset that I was sort of half-expecting and was hoping to avoid, I found out that there was apparently no way she could save me from it because of a plan that was formed after we hung up last night which is causing her to have dinner with the group of friends she took to the beach. Unfortunatly, that was my only plan. I didn't have a backup plan, and still don't. I don't like the energy of the house right now, which is the whole reason why I was hoping to have something planned to escape. Now that I have basically dissed the party and the energies, called a phone number that I probably shouldn't have and bitched about my lack of tolerance for the house.....I am going to shut up and be available by IM.

Comments

[jilara.livejournal.com]

If I'd known, I'd have asked if you wanted to come to the Celtic Fair.
I understand about the house energies. I found it very hard to be there, this evening, and I wasn't the only one.

[chaoswolf]

Hence why I disappeared momentarily. If I'd known about the Celtic Faire, I would've asked.

[johno.livejournal.com]

Not exactly spur of the moment, but if you want to visit the beach, you can take to the Hwy 17 express to downtown SCruz then on to any number of beaches from there.

[chaoswolf]

If I had a bus pass, I'd say yes.