Damn, do I feel stupid.

[chaoswolf]

Okay, people. Let me put this in as blunt terms as I can. Those of you who know me are aware of the fact I collect phone numbers & emails. Those of you who go to school with me know that I've gotten a collection of phone #s from people at the table, and often a bit more than that. Those of you who don't want me to ever distribute your phone number or only wish it called in an emergency need to have told me this! I tend to give out things like this to people,I have already made one mistake by giving the wrong phone number to the wrong person, and Robert: I am really sorry about that, but I wish you had written it down in the book next to the number so I would not have committed this insensible act of information brokerage that seems to have already fucked with my reputation.....

If this is the type of smack I will deal with for any given length of time, I will simply disappear on campus somewhere and become one of the individual masses, contactable by cell mabey. I don't enjoy the fact that people don't tell me shit that is important when I ask to get their information. I don't enjoy getting these calls based on something (even if only a simple error) that I made a mistake that has pissed people off. I really don't like it.

If people want me at the table, voice your opinions here. If people want me to just simply disappear,go ahead. Tell me what you feel about my presence at the table. I can always disappear. I will be possibly contactable by cell or email, if you have the info. If you don't, go to my domain if you need to get ahold of me. I probably will disappear, based on the fact that I am sick of trying to do shit that I have no control over in the first place....also secondary based on the humiliation factor of my fucking up on a simple thing.

Comments

[rockstar-ember.livejournal.com]

Chaos..I know how you feel. ppl told me to disappear too...i know what it's like. I like talking to you at the tables, and you should stay. If ya need me you can always call me, or e-mail me.

[angeldelespadas.livejournal.com]

Im not just angry about the fact that you gave out my cell number, its the fact that it was nesicary to ask if I was the one to jump erin. I find that to be the most offensive part of all. I had promised not to touch or harm him. when the call came I was waiting for more information on the condition of someone else. just the fact that it came on the cell along with the implication that I would do such a thing is what has me all pissed off.

scuse me.
im gona go sparr.