Stuff to know about me

[chaoswolf]

• Admittantly, I am still alive.
• Not feeling very depressed, but very tired after handling test stuff.
• Very poor, very broke.
• Sick of bus pass prices.
• Desperatly trying to work out carpooling options, as I am going to community college.
• Worked out stuff with asahoshi so we are now back to the neutral ground of speaking terms without ripping each other's throats out.

Now for the new stuff:

• I cut my bangs a bit because I have fencing class...can't see with fur in the way. Looks a lot cooler now according to my sister.
• Will work on Operation: Chaos's Room In A Box after the convention. I guess I have a bit of explaining to do. I have this friendly cheetah named netolu who shows up from time to time. It was last Wednesday, and at that point I was feeling really guilty about what I had done. He came up with the idea of trying to clean my room and decided that we were going to Target to get several 18 gallon boxes (12, to be exact) for organizing my room. I started that task with him and texxgadget, but unfortunatly didn't get very far. Apparently my boxes are being requisitioned for the transportation of potato chips for ConSuite at Consonance...so I am going to put off O:CRIAB until after the convention.

Something else I've noticed...This is the 3rd relationship I've developed at a con and maintained because of convention. I am not sure if that's good or bad, but the ones with emp42ress and mira_fastfire have both ended with us being on speaking terms and no possibility of rekindling the flames. The most recent with asahoshi ended on a messy note at first based on my poor wording of the email and subsequent conversations, but was primarily based on the fact that taunted though I was by my love for her, LD relationships just aren't workable if you need to cuddle with people. As of tonight, we both came to the verdict that I have been an ass about how I pissed her off (blaming her for my weaknesses, and so forth) and agreed that the possibility of us becomming intimate again is a possibility when/if the Gods decide to grant us the luxury of living in the same proximity.

Comments

[kitabare.livejournal.com]

Glad things got worked out to a degree. It's better than the situation that was happening before.

[chaoswolf]

Couldn't say I disagree with you because I concur with your analysis of the situation.

[kitabare.livejournal.com]

Felt like using big words did we?

[chaoswolf]

Not really. Just seemed like a good idea at the time.

[carol-kitty.livejournal.com]

I know LDR's suck. I am in one. The limitations of email and chat are apparent trust me something can be taken the wrong way or interupted wrong. The key is communication no matter what. The telephone is a better way to communicate but even then sometimes that has limitations. Best of luck if you want more advice catch me on IM.