Just to let you know:

[chaoswolf]

I'm still alive. Not off the face of the planet or anything. Been distracted by my mate selkit, and school. Looking at homework and trying to see past the evil, trying to see the bright side. I'm not asking you for pity, just to check on me once in a while; like my mom flower_cat, I welcome a friendly voice. If you don't see me post, get concerned because you haven't had an IM from me in a while, or think I need a friend-check, drop me a line.

School has sucked. I'm looking at school with a seething hatred, trying to push myself through the evil to reap the fruits of my labor. Selkit's been trying to help me build confidence in myself, and I am starting to realize that I am the only one who can do this. He can help me, but not pull me through it. Only I can do this.

Anyways, con meetings this weekend, Makefair with mdlbear and selkit this weekend, essay due post-baycon, filk speech due post-baycon, various class cancellations, and several other things. At some point, I am going to get around to watching movies I have picked up, and the other Poirot DVDs I purchased for Mom's day. selkit and I gave her a copy of the Bucks' Restauraunt cookbook, mdlbear gave a Poirot DVD, as did Emmy. I figured I'd help out the family in that department, since none of us really had anything tangible to present. I also picked up a second copy of the cookbook for myself and selkit.

He's only got 13 days left here....and after that I will probably welcome reality checks on a regular basis. Don't hesitate to give me one. In fact, I encourage you to do so. Email works too, as I check that often.

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[shadowe.livejournal.com]

(((((((((((((((CHAOSWOLF)))))))))))))))

Was getting worried, but, have been buried beneath the darkness myself...was about to send you whispers...to see how you were.

Wishing you and yours the best as always...

*slipping back into the darkest shadowes once more...


Love, Hugs and Blessings,
Shadowe

[chaoswolf]

Like I said, feel free to send me IMs of encouragement or give me a call. I could use a bit of encouragement. Selkit just went off to play a game, giving me a bit of space to try pulling myself together, find my own strength, and to release a few tears of desperation.

I want to pull myself together, I know what I need to do for our future, and I don't have the slightest clue how to start pulling myself together. Any advice you can give would be helpful to me.

Namaste.

[kshandra]

Selkit's been trying to help me build confidence in myself, and I am starting to realize that I am the only one who can do this. He can help me, but not pull me through it. Only I can do this.

GO, YOU. Seriously, this is probably one of the biggest damned revelations you will have in your life, and it's also one of the hardest. It's only been in the last couple of years that I've really accepted it, and I still slip up from time to time. So congrats on figuring it out far earlier.

[kensan-oni.livejournal.com]

Have a good time at Baycon! I'd be there for a day or so, but I have a wedding to go to. Hang in there!

[selenesue.livejournal.com]

School is supposed to suck. I truly believe that College is the great hazing ritual of life. If you survive that, you have something to be really proud of.

You mom is trying to persuade me to come up to Westercon. I may actually go, largely because I'm dying to meet Selkit. Squee!

Joy Always, Susan

[shadowe.livejournal.com]

Lost your info in the 5th great computer crash of 2007....

add me, my windows live msgr is shattered dot spirit at hotmail dot com

Hang in there...will try to catch you online soon...

((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))

Shad

[chaoswolf]

Sadly, Selkit will not be attending Westercon. Alec Adams will though. (The former Heather Alexander)