Another day
Dec. 8th, 2005 05:34 pmAnother misery. It seems like life is ending. My friends have all disappeared, all turned their backs on me. I've got few left now, and I thank
spiffy_gal for being one of the only 4 people who haven't completly abandoned me. I seriously need to get a life. I seriously need to get out of depression.
I think one of the reasons why I'm like this is because I do not feel that I have the strength to live. I do not feel that suicide is tempting, though I do feel that school holds no meaning. I'm going to try getting a job @ the campus bookstore next quarter so I can somehow drown out my pain with work and scshool. I'm going to see how the time plays out.
Apparently,
phantomdancing is taking me to see Narnia tonight.
karadurzero hasn't been online for me to talk to in a few days, and I need to babble in his ear about a decision I'm making.
grendies has yet to hint to me what sort of relationship he's looking for, but I can guess...For now I'll be quiet. It's going to be interesting somehow.
More to come about my boring academic schedule once I figure it out. Still need to register for stuff.....bye!
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I think one of the reasons why I'm like this is because I do not feel that I have the strength to live. I do not feel that suicide is tempting, though I do feel that school holds no meaning. I'm going to try getting a job @ the campus bookstore next quarter so I can somehow drown out my pain with work and scshool. I'm going to see how the time plays out.
Apparently,
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More to come about my boring academic schedule once I figure it out. Still need to register for stuff.....bye!