Some notes to the public

Hippo birdies, katster and carol_kitty.

I'm still alive. I'm still dealing with school. I'm still dealing with term papers. I'm still dealing with my irrational yet uncontrollable love for falconoflight, whom I cannot re-approach with the question of 2nd chances until Dec 12. I'm still going to hang out @ that table with sharyse and thayett, dispite the fact it will put me in Laura's presence the whole time. I don't want to lose any more friends, though I would like to get back into that relationship.

Somewhere in the back of my mind, I'm certain she's the one. I'm not entirely sure how I know this, but she is the one. A 2nd chance @ this point seems possible (admittantly at a very small %age), and rejection seems a higher possibility. I just don't know what to do. I really don't. Perhaps all will be made clear eventually....who knows? It's possible she will seek me out when she's made up her mind, or when she is willing to give me that chance.

I don't want to wait until next quarter for it, but if that's what it will take...that's what I will do.