There are days...

where I ask myself if the relationship with Mayhem is really worth it. I was told when I got up this morning that Mayhem would be here by the time I got home. I don't find out until her parents get here around 1600 or so, that she's over at Uncle Phil's doing some gaming without me. I'm starting to wonder about that joke my mother's been flinging around entitled "Mr & Mrs Wilmott." At this point in time, I won't be suprised if when I speak to her that she decides to date him instead. I really won't. I've got a backup plan if this turns out to be the case. If it's not, then I am deffinatly going to push for better communication between us.

Damnit, I hate being depressed. asahoshi: I'll go to the post office tomorrow & try to mail your b-day present to you. You'll like it.