GAH!

mdlbear: I hate you & flowercat for leaving me here with my sister. I wish you'd taken me with you. flower_cat: It is because of your f***ed up wishes I am staying here with Vanity & wishing to GODS I was somewhere else! asahoshi: You have no idea how much that hurt when you told me that you had to leave because Jason showed up. I can't take my sister and her buddies on my own...I'm losing my grip on reality because they're driving me mundane....................or suicidal. I'm sorry I hung up on you, love. I really am. I regretted it the moment after I did it...but I was just so....what's the word.....lost........no...pissed off.....when that was said.

I wish I could go somewhere so I didn't have to babysit the little assholes. I would rather babysit Emma than sit here in the room with Emmy. I don't give a damn if she's on the other end of the house with her friends. They think it's funny to come here and annoy me. I hate doing anything that doesn't get me hazard pay. Next time this happens, I'm demanding $12/hour! I don't give a fucking damnn anymore!!! I'd kill 'em if I knew I could get away with it! I swear!!!!!

I hate answering machines....

They're evil. So far...I've gone through my entire cell phone contact list, and nobody's responded to a text/voice message. They're all not home. I'm sending out pleas for help, and nobody's heard them....