OK....Now what?

Beat the little smeghead super_star_girl into a bloody pulp on the sidewalk or let her live & let Gaia sort it out? Either way, I'm pissed. She's done nothing but bitch since she got up. I'm guessing it's not an ear infection, but a lack of communication between her & flower_cat and mdlbear. It's annoying as all hell to go up to SF to watch a musical which she was saying "ripped off her favoraite movies". OK. I admit that The Lord Of The Things probably wasn't a wise title choice, but I thought it was funny! I liked it! Emmy, OTOH, wouldn't shut up until half way through the 2nd act. Also she commented she wanted to go eat @ Chevy's, even though she'd done nothing but bitch all day.

I give up. I wish I wasn't so far away from asahoshi or that Mayhem wasn't as tied up as she is. I miss both of them...and haven't been laid by either in so long it's painful. I wish that for just 10 minutes I could have 1 or both at the same time, making me forget about the little bitch that calls herself my sister. I just want to lie in their arms and drown out my sorrows with gaming...or something. I can't stand being down in CA without one of them within arms reach.

I've had it. I'm pissed, I'm tired, and I really should be studying for my midterms. Once my brain stops thinking of rage & revenge, I might focus on that...but fornow I just want to make my dinner & be online, hoping that either asahoshi gets my message I left with her mother or that she gets onto the computer.