I give up, take 2. *click*

Another rant. I am crushed. There really isn't a way for me to explain it. I know what the fucking fire marshal said. I know that my room is supposed to be clean, but seriously...what's wrong here...? We are talking about Chaos, aren't we? I understand what misdev says and keeps saying that if we put half as much effort into the work as we spend whining about it, it'd be better. I know that this philosophy doesn't work for me, and I don't understand how it is supposed to work for me. I've tried that. My sense of organization is so off that it's no wonder I pay someone else to clean my room. Really. That's why I've employed the services of misdev and Uncle Phil in the past, plus the other previous housekeepers beforehand. Really, I don't know how they want me to do it...but I'm such an incompetent fool that no matter what I do it isn't going to help me at all. It seems that my sense of order is crushed, and there's no way in hell it's going to do any good anyhow. Just another rant...I think I'm done.

Damn the point system.

I hate this system already. I haven't participated in it for as long as my sister, who started cleaning her room today, but I have already earned 10 points. I hate it...found out that 2 months worth of points, and I'll get a utilikilt. And also found out my room has to remain clean for the whole summer...which will be nearly impossible. Grrr.....