Damn!

Okay. It's been a great con thus far. No girls to speak of at all. The filking is better than any con that I have been at so far, the consuite is better run than FurCon's and we have a smaller amount of volunteers to deal with.

It's not been fun trying to deal with the fact that Mayhem or asahoshi aren't here. In the long run, I wish I could have been able to hold just one of the two ladies if not both. I hate life when it backfires.

Convention Aftermath

I apologize I haven't been consistent in maintaining the ChaosCam. I assure everyone it will be fully updated by the end of the week.

I hate cons for 1 reason: At the end of them, everyone's bitchy & ready to rip me to shreds. I get yelled at for 1 of two reasons:
- I'm packing something and I am told to get the fucking hell out of the way.
- I'm not getting in the way of anyone and am told to get the fuck off my ass and pack.

Now, here's the situational irony: The 2nd one is basically an invitation that reads "Hurry up & pack shit so I can yell at you to get the fuck out of my way again." This is why convention aftermath is so evil & why I wish I had a job.

Another snapping at....

Another snapping at me and having my head chewed off!!! I'm getting really sick & fucking tired of getting bitched at whenever myself & Mayhem want some private time to one another! My problem as I have stated is that she's over here almost daily. Every so often (which my mother believes as "most of the time",) I ignore Mayhem. There are my explinations for this: 1) rough day @ school & don't want to game with them. 2) Mayhem had a rough day and doesn't want to deal with me. 3) We both have seen too much of each other in the last few days that we want some time to ourselves.

It is those reasons that Colleen doesn't seem to understand. I'm not a happy camper about this, and I know I have to talk to Mayhem. Really, I know this. I just wish somehow I could make her understand....

To netolu, jet_crush, asahoshi, wolfshighpriest: I've been tempted to go play Frogger again. I've just been bitched at & cussed out too much, so I'm ready to give up. I need a big hug from each of you. E-mail or IM me lots of hugs.....